I haven’t written a contemplation entry in ages. Things have been pushed aside to make way for new exploration and comprehension.
For so long, I’ve tried to wait before writing about this. My inexperience, and possibly even insecurities, have caused me to approach this subject slowly and carefully. Every day a new idea, a new understanding, a new emotion, a new strength. I’ve felt as if I’ve known so little, but am now beginning to make progress in my learning, am now beginning to understand the immensity of this lifestyle.
Now, there are now too many thoughts to go without record, and I must write.