Running on about two and a half hours of sleep, I stay awake as I try to rehy­drate myself. My throat is com­plete­ly hoarse from hav­ing to shout at the Honest Lawyer for five hours. I feel exhaust­ed and emo­tion­al. Why must I always think and always won­der? Am I placed in these sit­u­a­tions, or do I make too much of too lit­tle? I wish I could silence my mind.