I feel burned out.
A shower makes everything go away. I forget everything I’ve learned and gather my thoughts.
It’s rare that I live my life without form or structure, but the current week has been just that. Sleeping, eating, and sleeping some more whenever I feel like it has made the days jumbled and indistinguishable. I don’t think I could live like this for long; I’ve always needed some sort of structure in my life. I need to know what time my dinner is at. I need to know when to wake up. I guess I’ve become a creature of habit, but I’m not sure if that’s a good thing yet.