Emotion As Pain, Unproductive Days, More Music

I feel a bit bet­ter today, but not much. Rest is good for clear­ing my cache of emo­tions. Emotion is pain. Ground zero indeed.

I still had a great time last night though. There were 14 peo­ple at one point in my apart­ment yes­ter­day. I did­n’t get as much gam­ing in as I want­ed, but I sup­pose the host is nev­er the one with best time. I also sobered up before the night was half done, which was a lit­tle dis­ap­point­ing. We end­ed up order­ing five piz­zas, and an entire piz­za was left over. Everyone kept telling me how much they liked Dolly, even the peo­ple who gen­er­al­ly don’t like cats, except for Ian since he’s a hard-core cat hater. It was an amaz­ing night which I’ll have to do again.

Yet anoth­er day of absolute­ly no work done. I have many things to do this week, which is wor­ry­ing me, quite the flash­back from last term. I’ll be meet­ing with Aaron and Nick ear­ly in the week to dis­cuss our tech­no­log­i­cal busi­ness ven­ture. On Wednesday I’ll need to meet with my super­vi­sor to dis­cuss the progress of my hon­ours project, but before that hap­pens I’ll need to meet with my part­ner to dis­cuss what we’ve learned. Then I have three mid-terms on Valentine’s day, none of which I’m pre­pared for. Hopefully I’ll be able to pull some­thing off again like last term.

Sometimes I’ll find a song that I enjoy so much that I can put it on repeat with­out get­ting tired of it, although such songs are few and far between. Songs such as Anger Management by Lovage, 96 Quite Bitter Beings by CKY, or Acid Rain by Liquid Tension Experiment. I was lucky enough to dis­cov­er a band called Nevermore recent­ly, and one of their songs, The River Dragon has Come, is anoth­er song that just blows me away. The last time I found a song like this was last September, so I’m extreme­ly pleased with my dis­cov­ery.

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