I don’t real­ly know what to say. I’m just gen­er­al­ly feel­ing shit­ty. I can’t con­cen­trate on my home­work, I’m slack­ing off at work, and I have lots to do. I did­n’t know I had an assign­ment due today, so I hand­ed in some rough work of about a quar­ter of the assign­ment. I actu­al­ly had the whole thing done, but I did­n’t bring it to class. Then I have a mid-term tomor­row, for which I’ve only stud­ied about an hour, worth 30% of my final mark. I just can’t seem to con­cen­trate on any­thing. So I paint­ed my nails black today.

People some­times ask me why I do it. Whenever I tell them, they nev­er under­stand, which would­n’t both­er me so much, if they would actu­al­ly try to under­stand. But peo­ple just judge, and nev­er ques­tion. Fuck.