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Found these songs today:

I’ve been feel­ing bet­ter. I don’t know why. I can’t fig­ure it out. I did­n’t do active­ly do any­thing to fix myself.

Maybe it was Audra singing a verse on my answer­ing machine, and promis­ing to leave me a whole song some day. Or the fact that I was out of the house when the sun was out for the first time in as long as I can remem­ber. Or even writ­ing it all down and final­ly get­ting it off my chest, because explain­ing it forces me to ratio­nal­ize things and view them objec­tive­ly, instead of with a bias of depres­sion.

It kind of scares me. I have a feel­ing this depres­sion comes as eas­i­ly as it goes.

Lately, the only thing I feel like doing is writ­ing and prac­tic­ing my ukulele, but I’m just glad I want to do some­thing.


  1. I just heard that, accord­ing to Chinese med­i­cine the peak time of year for men­tal depres­sion occurs from March to May, and they have sta­tis­tics of sui­cides in China to back that up. Hmm…

    • I’m won­der­ing if those sta­tis­tics dif­fer from the ones in North America. It would be inter­est­ing to see if weath­er is a cause, or if cul­ture has more of an influ­ence.

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