Found these songs today:
I’ve been feeling better. I don’t know why. I can’t figure it out. I didn’t do actively do anything to fix myself.
Maybe it was Audra singing a verse on my answering machine, and promising to leave me a whole song some day. Or the fact that I was out of the house when the sun was out for the first time in as long as I can remember. Or even writing it all down and finally getting it off my chest, because explaining it forces me to rationalize things and view them objectively, instead of with a bias of depression.
It kind of scares me. I have a feeling this depression comes as easily as it goes.
Lately, the only thing I feel like doing is writing and practicing my ukulele, but I’m just glad I want to do something.
I just heard that, according to Chinese medicine the peak time of year for mental depression occurs from March to May, and they have statistics of suicides in China to back that up. Hmm…
I’m wondering if those statistics differ from the ones in North America. It would be interesting to see if weather is a cause, or if culture has more of an influence.