Only 19

And she’s all­l­l­l­l­l­l­l­l­l­ll mine.

Thumbnail: Bronwen model

After four months, I final­ly have the per­fect pic­ture for my frame. Ordered a 12x18 print that should be in next week.


  1. *knocks on com­put­er screen*

    your what? because that’s impor­tant

  2. Jeff, I think you should stop blog­ging.
    I think its bad for you.

    That was me btw, knock­ing on your screen.

    You can talk to me any­time if you need to. Ask Pat how to reach me.

  3. Hi, Dina
    His what? His girl­friend. I’m pre­sum­ing that you were drunk when you left that msg because you failed to leave your name and read the blog wrong. Common mis­take when under the influ­ence. Your sec­ond com­ment, well, I was even more con­fused, which made me think that you are either a com­plete psy­cho or actu­al­ly have some kind of sub­stance abuse prob­lem.

    I’ll try and keep this as sim­ply as pos­si­ble because I know that you have issues read­ing words and I would­n’t want you to get con­fused by what I’m try­ing to say. Firstly, where in the world did you get the idea that Jeff needs to stop blog­ging because it’s bad for him? I don’t see him leav­ing posts about how he wants to slit his wrists. The only thing I can come up with his that you actu­al­ly have cre­at­ed some imag­i­nary sce­nario where Jeff is actu­al­ly depressed and you are the only one who can save him. Dina that is called con­fab­u­la­tion, where the patient has thought about the imag­ined even so many times that they believe it is actu­al­ly real.

    Second, why do you think he needs to get help from you? You, who clear­ly has some kind men­tal dis­abil­i­ty or sub­stance abuse prob­lem. Dina, there are help groups for peo­ple like you. Oh, maybe that’s too com­pli­cat­ed for you to read, I always for­get that you could be under the influ­ence right now. ARE YOU ADDICTED TO ANY KIND OF PILLS OR LIQUID SUBSTANCES? If the answer to that is no, then I have anoth­er ques­tion. DO YOU HEAR VOICES IN YOUR HEAD TELLING YOU TO WRITE FUCKED UP COMMENTS THAT MAKE ABSOLUTLY NO SENSE?

    If Jeff needs some­one to talk to he has me and many oth­er peo­ple who are NOT com­plete psy­cho’s to go to. If he had ever want­ed to talk to you in the first place I’m sure he would have tak­en the ini­tia­tive and emailed you, or gone to Pat. How pathet­ic is it for you to con­tin­u­al­ly reach out to some­one who just smacks you back in the face. Seriously Dina, get the point! You are mak­ing your­self out to be some pitiable school­girl whose crush wont look at her. Stop try­ing to grab atten­tion from some­one who clear­ly wants noth­ing to do with you. I feel sor­ry for you. Just let go and move on, find some friends who actu­al­ly enjoy your child­ish antics.

  4. I would­n’t be expect­ing a call after those com­ments…

  5. you don’t get it.

    he’s screwed up because of blog­ging!!!!!!!!


  6. this is NOT a nor­mal way to solve prob­lems!!!!!!

    He is always try­ing to solve them HERE

    AWAY from his friends YOU!!!


  7. I am so mad right now I could die… I think I’m gonna have a heart attack.

    He is addict­ed to blog­ging.… wake up peo­ple!!!

  8. To be hon­est, I think that you’re the only one with a prob­lem here Dina.

    We are his friends, so I think we would know bet­ter than you.

    If it both­ers you so much, don’t come here.

  9. If you were Jeff’s friend you would real­ize that he does go to the ones he loves for help and sup­port. Sometimes, it’s eas­i­er for peo­ple to write down how they feel before they can have a con­ver­sa­tion about it. It’s eas­i­er to write down your thoughts and get them togeth­er before you can have an intel­li­gent con­ver­sa­tion about how you feel. To be obsessed about some­thing means that your whole life is cen­tered on that par­tic­u­lar thing, and is some­thing that you can’t live with­out. I believe if Jeff need­ed to he would be able to live with­out his blog. I don’t’ think it would do him any good because it is a cor­ner where he has the abil­i­ty to express him­self, in a neg­a­tive or a pos­i­tive way. It’s not a place where he writes down his thoughts and noth­ing is said, I’ll com­ment on them when we are talk­ing on the phone and we will have dis­cus­sions about it. How is that unhealthy? You have no clue what your talk­ing about and I would hope that you would stop pre­tend­ing. Since when is it unhealthy to express how you feel? Since when is it unhealthy to find help from peo­ple on issues your friend would be prej­u­dice about because they are your friends. Stop try­ing to save lives and start sav­ing your own.

  10. LISTEN UP IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    too many secrets
    not enough space
    i lose my place
    and begin to re-erase

    lov­ing so bold
    fire in my soul
    sweet dreams luli­by
    i release my sor­row
    and go

    these are my dreams
    this is my voice
    these are my chances
    this is my choice


  11. Jeff,

    you should become a POET!

    that one is FOR YOU





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