But I Should Really Be Studying Instead Of Writing This

I’m almost cer­tain that I’ll be fail­ing the class­es I’ve tak­en this term. The exams are in a few days, and I only start­ed study­ing, no, learn­ing the mate­r­i­al yes­ter­day. It just seems so point­less to try pass­ing a class when the cred­its will expire any­way. Sure, they don’t expire for a few years, but I don’t plan on going back to school with­in the next decade, if ever. This would­n’t be a wor­ry if I was­n’t work­ing almost full-time and mov­ing in the same week, but that does­n’t real­ly seem to mat­ter. I have a his­to­ry of fail­ing stuff at the right time. The two core cours­es I failed dur­ing my comp sci degree did­n’t hold me back and I was able to make them up with­out a hitch. Now I’ll be fail­ing two cours­es I don’t need. As long as I try my hard­est to pass, giv­en the cir­cum­stances, I won’t feel guilty what­ev­er the out­come.

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