Found these songs today:

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I’ve been feel­ing bet­ter. I don’t know why. I can’t fig­ure it out. I didn’t do actively do any­thing to fix myself.

Maybe it was Audra singing a verse on my answer­ing machine, and promis­ing to leave me a whole song some day. Or the fact that I was out of the house when the sun was out for the first time in as long as I can remem­ber. Or even writ­ing it all down and finally get­ting it off my chest, because explain­ing it forces me to ratio­nal­ize things and view them objec­tively, instead of with a bias of depression.

It kind of scares me. I have a feel­ing this depres­sion comes as eas­ily as it goes.

Lately, the only thing I feel like doing is writ­ing and prac­tic­ing my ukulele, but I’m just glad I want to do some­thing.