The Itanis

Headlocks

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Taking por­traits of fam­i­lies is a lot harder than I expected. It’s not so much the amount of light and large depth-of-field required (although that does play a part), but the fact that there are so many things going on at once. Getting every­one to co-ordinate what they’re doing becomes expo­nen­tially dif­fi­cult with every extra per­son. And if only one per­son blinks, the photo is ruined.

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One of the biggest assets a pho­tog­ra­pher can have is a sense of humour. If you can make your model laugh, you lower their appre­hen­sive­ness, which brings down their guard and pro­vides you with much more nat­ural expres­sions. Not to men­tion the fact that it’s a plea­sure to see some­one smil­ing or laughing.

Guts. John. Spilled.

2 years, 12 months ago

Power has been out for 20 mins at work. Wondering how long they’ll wait before send­ing us home.

2 years, 12 months ago

The Price Of Moving On

Remember this one, or even this one?

I wrote those entries four years ago1. Amazing how much they apply to the sit­u­a­tion I’m in now. Except this time, I’m stronger because I know that I sur­vived this once already. It’s sad that at the end, all my efforts turned into an attempt at mak­ing sure I wouldn’t regret any­thing by giv­ing more of myself than I should have. Because when all that you’ve given makes no dif­fer­ence, and you have noth­ing left, you know for sure that there’s noth­ing else you can do. You can always say that you took the chance, and it doesn’t mat­ter if you get hurt in the end, because often you can’t sep­a­rate the two.

That’s the price you pay to look back with­out any regrets. That’s the price of mov­ing on.

And I always pay it gladly.

  1. It’s quite a trip to see that I was mature or smart enough to fig­ure this out back then. []

Distracted all class. At least it left me exhausted enough to sleep well tonight.

2 years, 12 months ago

I have two alarms. One is elec­tronic, the other is cat. The prob­lem is that only one of them has a snooze button.

2 years, 12 months ago

The only way to stop the thoughts is to write them out.

2 years, 12 months ago

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At the National Art Gallery, look­ing for Voices Of Fire.

2 years, 12 months ago

Could it be pos­si­ble that I’m fin­ished all my work, and now have a day off?! Why yes!

2 years, 12 months ago

Praise The Night

Oh, and lis­ten to this.

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Sometimes you wish your friends lived far away so you could drive home for­ever, and sing off-key into the darkness.

But at some point you have to come home and undress, you have to stop the pres­sure of the water run­ning down your back and step out of the shower, you have to go to bed for the sake of your colon, you have to put aside your thoughts for another day.

There was some­thing about his expres­sion that made you believe that you’re bet­ter now. You’re safer. Maybe the real­iza­tion that your mis­takes are your own to make. That you’re stronger now than you ever were, and that peo­ple care about you, enough to tell you the truth when it’s the last thing you want to hear.

Praise the night, for this wouldn’t be pos­si­ble any other time.

Prepping my stom­ach for lots of bar­be­cue. This is what I’ve been wait­ing for all weekend.

3 years ago

Heading over to Pat and Jen’s to share my Hong Kong pic­tures and see every­one else’s (G-rated) hon­ey­moon pictures.

3 years ago

My colon is telling me to only eat bread today. I am obeying.

3 years ago

Just beat Julie twice in Scrabble. I remain unde­feated for over a year and a half.

3 years ago