It snowed all day yes­ter­day, and well into the night. The white­ness out­side reflects the sky and has filled my house with bright light. It’s the week­end and I’m awake.

Banana smoothie

Banana smoothie

I’ve fallen in love with smooth­ies. They are usu­ally com­prised of three bananas, three tan­ger­ines, a third of a pineap­ple, yogurt, juice, and frozen 4-fruit berry or sum­mer fruit salad. I have three a day. This makes me poo like crazy.

Life has been exhaust­ingly busy. The photo ses­sions are over, post-processing is done, and my pic­tures are all printed. The only thing left is to get them framed. I had my first ses­sion with my psy­chol­o­gist. I’m can­celling my Tai Chi tomor­row. I have to plan my relax­ation, and this doesn’t make it very relaxing.

This week­end I hope to:

  • catch up on my e-mails
  • fill out a bunch of forms my psy­chol­o­gist gave me, includ­ing a mul­ti­modal life his­tory inventory
  • order some Moo cards
  • work on a client’s website
  • add a photography/portfolio sec­tion to my site
  • fit some fun in there somewhere

Next week is going to be even more crazy, no pun intended. Monday I’m meet­ing with the framer, Tuesday and Thursday I have Tai Chi, Wednesday I’m hav­ing din­ner at the gallery and meet­ing the other artists.

I haven’t been sleep­ing well. In the midst of all this socia­bil­ity, I’ve been bat­tling my anx­i­ety. It’s filled me with a quiet deter­mi­na­tion, but the long expo­sure has worn me down.