Comments on: The Beginning To The End

By: henry

henry — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:29:29 +0000

i dont know when the last time you have checked these coments cause this was made in 06 but…
hey dude, that is awesom that she allowed you to take that video and that you guys just layed there holding one another, not worrying about anything, just being happy you have someone.
that is how i am with my girlfriend and i would not trade it for the world

By: tina

tina — Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:04:03 +0000

wow.
this takes guts, jeff.
i hope it helped you heal.

By: Jeff

Jeff — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:19:38 +0000

That makes a lot of sense. Writing and exploring bad memories tend to hurt some people, even after the fact. Not writing about it is an understandable way of protecting oneself, to give enough time for one to mend, especially when writing somewhere public can leave us so open and vulnerable.

It takes so damn long for me to get over something though, that I need to write, as painful as it may be. Otherwise, I don’t think I ever would get over it.

By: Tiana

Tiana — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:16:49 +0000

I write about hurtful things once they are old enough to not hurt me any more. I really hate being judged on things I’m still working through. Once something is done with, I can hold my head up and defend it until death but not so much while I’m in the process of dealing/coping whatever. I do that completely alone, always.

By: Jeff

Jeff — Sat, 09 Feb 2008 17:20:35 +0000

You come off as a very strong person; I never would have guessed that things still hurt you, although this may be because you can hide it well.

I find that writing about those things is very Cathartic. I don’t always feel comfortable doing it, but once it’s out in the open, I feel a lot better.

There are certainly things I still don’t like sharing though, not so much painful memories, but more “embarrassing” things. Perhaps it’s all relative.

By: Tiana

Tiana — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 18:45:05 +0000

So I just read this now as it was posted before I started reading over here. I haven’t looked at the video because I’m at work and to be honest I’ll probably forget to look at it at home.

I find it impossible to be so gut-wrenchingly honest and current in my posts. I can never write about the things that still hurt me. At least I can’t write about it in posts where anyone other than I can see them… I’m pretty jealous I guess.

By: Jeff

Jeff — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:32:40 +0000

It is a beautiful mark. She’s very lucky to have it.

By: Maeko

Maeko — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:59:44 +0000

Wonderful.

I love the mole beneath her eye.

By: milo

milo — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 15:38:06 +0000

Another beautiful song:
”
But touch my tears with your lips
Touch my world with your fingertips
And we can have forever
And we can love forever
Forever is our today
”
Forever by Queen.

By: Jeff

Jeff — Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:19:12 +0000

Thank you, Xibee, those are some of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. It’s comforting to know that there are people I can relate to, and whom can relate to me.

My uncle still calls me by my Chinese name, which I don’t how to write, but sometimes he calls me Jeff.