Comments on: The Beginning To The End http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/ To be equivocal is to truly live. Tue, 16 Mar 2010 00:57:51 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 By: Jeff http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-136151 Jeff Thu, 04 Mar 2010 14:25:49 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-136151 Best of luck to you and your relationship. :) Best of luck to you and your relationship. :)

]]> By: Stephanie http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-135795 Stephanie Thu, 04 Mar 2010 02:08:49 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-135795 Wow. Well. I'm in a long distance relationship with a guy I hope to marry someday. Let me just tell you this both tore my heart out and gave me hope. I don't know the story behind it. But since you were saying it was the first time you touched. Yeah. It kinda broke me down. I can only hope our first meeting goes as well as yours seemed to. All the best. =] -Steph Wow.
Well. I’m in a long distance relationship with a guy I hope to marry someday.
Let me just tell you this both tore my heart out and gave me hope. I don’t know the story behind it. But since you were saying it was the first time you touched. Yeah. It kinda broke me down.
I can only hope our first meeting goes as well as yours seemed to.

All the best. =]
-Steph

]]> By: aiYa http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-30348 aiYa Tue, 03 Feb 2009 17:58:39 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-30348 hi jeff, You got a great video, i found it in YouTube, then i open your web to see it all. Its a touching video.. really touch me,, remind me with my ex.. Somehow i can't sleep around guys (except my dad, i dont know why..) but for the first time, i found someone who can made me fall asleep beside him.. (even i can fall asleep when he kissed me..) huhuhu The first time i'm sleep beside him is in a weekend too (huhuhu i cant hold my tears..) he really made me comfort,, but unfortunately now it over too, i missed him now.. and this video made me much more missed him, missed everything that we've been passed.. haha I guess he really made me fall in love.. ^^' hi jeff,
You got a great video, i found it in YouTube, then i open your web to see it all.
Its a touching video..
really touch me,, remind me with my ex.. Somehow i can’t sleep around guys (except my dad, i dont know why..)
but for the first time, i found someone who can made me fall asleep beside him.. (even i can fall asleep when he kissed me..) huhuhu The first time i’m sleep beside him is in a weekend too (huhuhu i cant hold my tears..) he really made me comfort,,
but unfortunately now it over too, i missed him now..
and this video made me much more missed him, missed everything that we’ve been passed.. haha I guess he really made me fall in love.. ^^’

]]> By: Danielle http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-29338 Danielle Fri, 19 Dec 2008 14:13:05 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-29338 Wow nice description! This reminds me of my boyfriend and I. He is asian and I am white. We met on youtube and fell in love over msn. He came to visit me after two months of talking, and though we said we weren't going to get physical so soon, we couldn't resist each other and had a beautiful, playful, and fun time. Playful and fun, two things I never knew sex could be until I was with him. Like you, I felt complete comfort and there was no awkwardness, things I didn't like about my body were completely forgotten because I knew he loved me for who I was. It was the best thing I've ever known. Wow nice description! This reminds me of my boyfriend and I. He is asian and I am white. We met on youtube and fell in love over msn. He came to visit me after two months of talking, and though we said we weren’t going to get physical so soon, we couldn’t resist each other and had a beautiful, playful, and fun time. Playful and fun, two things I never knew sex could be until I was with him. Like you, I felt complete comfort and there was no awkwardness, things I didn’t like about my body were completely forgotten because I knew he loved me for who I was. It was the best thing I’ve ever known.

]]> By: henry http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-26640 henry Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:29:29 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-26640 i dont know when the last time you have checked these coments cause this was made in 06 but... hey dude, that is awesom that she allowed you to take that video and that you guys just layed there holding one another, not worrying about anything, just being happy you have someone. that is how i am with my girlfriend and i would not trade it for the world i dont know when the last time you have checked these coments cause this was made in 06 but…
hey dude, that is awesom that she allowed you to take that video and that you guys just layed there holding one another, not worrying about anything, just being happy you have someone.
that is how i am with my girlfriend and i would not trade it for the world

]]> By: tina http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-21195 tina Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:04:03 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-21195 wow. this takes guts, jeff. i hope it helped you heal. wow.
this takes guts, jeff.
i hope it helped you heal.

]]> By: Jeff http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-20970 Jeff Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:19:38 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-20970 That makes a lot of sense. Writing and exploring bad memories tend to hurt some people, even after the fact. Not writing about it is an understandable way of protecting oneself, to give enough time for one to mend, especially when writing somewhere public can leave us so open and vulnerable. It takes so damn long for me to get over something though, that I <em>need</em> to write, as painful as it may be. Otherwise, I don't think I <em>ever</em> would get over it. That makes a lot of sense. Writing and exploring bad memories tend to hurt some people, even after the fact. Not writing about it is an understandable way of protecting oneself, to give enough time for one to mend, especially when writing somewhere public can leave us so open and vulnerable.

It takes so damn long for me to get over something though, that I need to write, as painful as it may be. Otherwise, I don’t think I ever would get over it.

]]> By: Tiana http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-20926 Tiana Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:16:49 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-20926 I write about hurtful things once they are old enough to not hurt me any more. I really hate being judged on things I'm still working through. Once something is done with, I can hold my head up and defend it until death but not so much while I'm in the process of dealing/coping whatever. I do that completely alone, always. I write about hurtful things once they are old enough to not hurt me any more. I really hate being judged on things I’m still working through. Once something is done with, I can hold my head up and defend it until death but not so much while I’m in the process of dealing/coping whatever. I do that completely alone, always.

]]> By: Jeff http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-20541 Jeff Sat, 09 Feb 2008 17:20:35 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-20541 You come off as a very strong person; I never would have guessed that things still hurt you, although this may be because you can hide it well. I find that writing about those things is very Cathartic. I don't always feel comfortable doing it, but once it's out in the open, I feel a lot better. There are certainly things I still don't like sharing though, not so much painful memories, but more "embarrassing" things. Perhaps it's all relative. You come off as a very strong person; I never would have guessed that things still hurt you, although this may be because you can hide it well.

I find that writing about those things is very Cathartic. I don’t always feel comfortable doing it, but once it’s out in the open, I feel a lot better.

There are certainly things I still don’t like sharing though, not so much painful memories, but more “embarrassing” things. Perhaps it’s all relative.

]]> By: Tiana http://equivocality.com/2006/09/04/the-beginning-to-the-end/#comment-20491 Tiana Fri, 08 Feb 2008 18:45:05 +0000 http://equivocality.com/2006/09/03/the-beginning-to-the-end#comment-20491 So I just read this now as it was posted before I started reading over here. I haven't looked at the video because I'm at work and to be honest I'll probably forget to look at it at home. I find it impossible to be so gut-wrenchingly honest and current in my posts. I can never write about the things that still hurt me. At least I can't write about it in posts where anyone other than I can see them... I'm pretty jealous I guess. So I just read this now as it was posted before I started reading over here. I haven’t looked at the video because I’m at work and to be honest I’ll probably forget to look at it at home.

I find it impossible to be so gut-wrenchingly honest and current in my posts. I can never write about the things that still hurt me. At least I can’t write about it in posts where anyone other than I can see them… I’m pretty jealous I guess.

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