Browsing archives for July 2005
20 Jul 05

Switching Books

Posted in: Random, Thoughts

Over the weekend, with the cozy comfort of my duvet, I finished reading the Apprenticeship of Duddy Kravitz. The story took me by surprise. I had no prior knowledge of the plot, characters, or themes, so I had the luxury of reading without the taint of another opinion. Even as a teenager, Duddy has the ambition to pursue his dream of owning a huge plot of land before he’s even legally allowed to own it, but he loses his humanity in the process. It was a fairly galvanizing story, something I’m not sure I could say if I knew more about the book before reading it. It’s his drive, his initiative that I admire.

Yesterday, I started The Republic of Love (on the recommendation of Karen) by Carol Shields. Even though I’m only through the first chapter, I can already tell that Shields knows what she’s talking about. She knows how relationships disintegrate, knows how people think, knows how our daily lives are a reflection of the moods we have and mindsets we wear. I’m reminded of Khalil Gibran, the Lebanese philosopher and author of The Prophet who wrote as if he understood love and the spirit on a completely different level. Even though he never met the love of his life face-to-face (they knew each other through publications), their collection of love letters shows an understanding and harmony deeper than any other two people I can think of.

It always makes me wonder: how much of an author’s writing is from experience and how much is from imagination? The details, subtleties, thoroughness of the characters they develop, expressed in the ingenuity of the words they use must be from more than mere understanding. Would Frost have been able to write his rural poetry without moving to New Hampshire, spending his time there as a cobbler, farmer, and teacher? Would Irving have been able to write from the perspective of a teacher at Bishop Strachan, without first watching the girls in their plaid skirts being picked up by their wealthy parents? Even in the preface to A Hero Of Our Time, Lermontov admits, “others delicately hinted that the author had drawn portraits of himself and his acquaintances” and brushes this off as a “threadbare witticism”, but could he really have created such an amoral anti-hero without a lump of burning indifference in his chest?

19 Jul 05

WITH A MORE PRETENTIOUS TITLE THAN LAST?

Posted in: Daily Life

The new Coheed And Cambria single (song starts playing after the Flash intro) completely knocks me off my feet. I suspect that the new album will be darker, moodier, and even better produced than their last. I’m not the only one who’s reminded of Kashmir by Led Zeppelin, with the chromatic chord progression and orchestral backing, but the similarities end there.

Can’t wait until September.

18 Jul 05

Trinary Maturity: (In)Conclusion

Posted in: Thoughts

I wasn’t planning on writing another part of this series until I asked John for his opinion. He was extremely hesitant to commit but eventually opined, with earnest consideration of his words.

His most significant insight was that I may be hastily passing judgement on something that I’ve only begun to experience. “It’s time, not the awareness of our accomplishments, that teaches us what’s seminal”, he put it. I find it difficult to disagree. After all, I have no idea how important the last year will be. All I know is that it’s been important up until now.

I always trust what John says. Like a preacher, he speaks the truth. It’s good to have a friend who can keep me in check, who can give me some perspective. Perhaps I’ve been looking a little too hard for meaning. I want to believe that these things have changed me, made me a better person.

But only time will tell me for sure.

The Trinary Maturity Series

  1. Introduction
  2. The Job
  3. The Girlfriend
  4. The House
  5. (In)Conclusion
16 Jul 05

Summer Steak

Posted in: Daily Life, Photo/Misc

Thumbnail: Summer steak

Nothing says summer like a juicy, tender, melt-in-your-mouth steak. And to have a friend cook it for you?

Well that’s even better.

14 Jul 05

Bachelor

Posted in: Favourites, Thoughts

Megalomania is watching a man with a brain in a jar court a woman who laughs like a mule, and believing that it’s the story of one’s life. Weakness is losing a thought to a pretty face. Concupiscence is the interpretation of awkward roughhousing as a prelude to fucking. Jealousy is wondering why one never had the same opportunity, and acceptance is realizing that one did.

In the end, it’s not the situations we relate to, it’s the hopelessness of being stuck with the decisions we make. Of being caught between the risk of settling, and the fear of not doing any better.

Happiness is freedom from both.