It was almost ten min­utes into Godspeed, You Black Emperor! — Hungover As The Queen In Maida Vale when I stepped off the bus onto the damp ground. It was barely light out, and I care­fully made my way between deep and dis­tinctly brown pud­dles caused by car tires on a soft­ened gravel lot. The sirens in my ears rang over and over, and it felt like the bombs had all been dropped, a post-apocalyptic after­math on a bar­ren, name­less day. I was among the last of the liv­ing dead mak­ing his way to work.

I’m going to make it through this day with­out cof­fee. I’m going to make it through this day with­out cof­fee. I’m going to make it through this day with­out coffee.

Honestly.