I feel burned out.

A show­er makes every­thing go away. I for­get every­thing I’ve learned and gath­er my thoughts.

It’s rare that I live my life with­out form or struc­ture, but the cur­rent week has been just that. Sleeping, eat­ing, and sleep­ing some more when­ev­er I feel like it has made the days jum­bled and indis­tin­guish­able. I don’t think I could live like this for long; I’ve always need­ed some sort of struc­ture in my life. I need to know what time my din­ner is at. I need to know when to wake up. I guess I’ve become a crea­ture of habit, but I’m not sure if that’s a good thing yet.