I find myself in a fog­gy sit­u­a­tion. I am unsure of almost all aspects of it, exclud­ing the parts which allow me an omni­scient under­stand­ing of my per­son­al view. However, it appears to be that all par­ties involved have dif­fer­ing infor­ma­tion in sev­er­al events. Everyone has con­flict­ing opin­ions on actions, on deci­sions, on faults.

I’m always unsure of what I think, since I can nev­er be sure what oth­ers think. It’s hard for me to tell; some­times my mind starts to imag­ine things. It’s when I start to believe them that I real­ize the need to keep my thoughts in check.

I find that I need to feel vin­di­cat­ed. I often wor­ry about being blamed for some­thing that’s not my fault, or for some­thing that I’m mis­un­der­stood about, espe­cial­ly if the mis­un­der­stand­ing is due to the bro­ken tele­phone pass­ing of infor­ma­tion.

Everyone thinks they’re right.

Including me.