11 Oct 02
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I don’t really know what to say. I’m just generally feeling shitty. I can’t concentrate on my homework, I’m slacking off at work, and I have lots to do. I didn’t know I had an assignment due today, so I handed in some rough work of about a quarter of the assignment. I actually had the whole thing done, but I didn’t bring it to class. Then I have a mid-term tomorrow, for which I’ve only studied about an hour, worth 30% of my final mark. I just can’t seem to concentrate on anything. So I painted my nails black today.
People sometimes ask me why I do it. Whenever I tell them, they never understand, which wouldn’t bother me so much, if they would actually try to understand. But people just judge, and never question. Fuck.

