I’m still extremely tired. Trying to keep my kitten fit and disciplined is quite a process. She’s a great pet though. She was stood in front of my monitor, watching me play Starcraft yesterday. When she got bored, she fell asleep in front of me on my table. She’ll come into my bed when I’m sleeping and curl up next to me, hoping to catch some warmth. I’m pleased.

I’ve been skipping most of my classes, since I’m so damn tired all the time, and I feel pretty guilty about it. I suppose that I won’t feel guilty as long as I remember to keep everything in perspective.

Someone asked me if I thought that I was a smart person. I told her, “I am neither”, and I thought that it was a perfect self-contradictory statement of fallacy, and equivocality.

My current situation has been resolved, not that there was really anything that needed to be resolved about it. Things came up that needed resolution, and by a stroke of luck, everything worked out the way I wanted them to. I feel devious, inspired by John’s ability to walk out of any situation unscathed. I surprised myself actually. My calm, my control; things that I was never really able to control before. But I played the situation beautifully, devilishly, and got away with it.

As beautiful as Mandelbrots’ Set.